When you feel you're on the cusp of something great there's
always a niggling feeling in the back of your mind.
Is this really happening? Will it last this time? Is the
universe testing me? Am I imagining this? Will it be different this time?
So many questions (always!).
You're always torn between living in the moment and
wondering whether this will last, or whether it was put in your path to test
you.
Don't get me wrong, I love living in lala land occasionally,
but reality always creeps back in.
Always does.
Then you start to question whether this is the state of
being you're supposed to enjoy?
But how can you enjoy the uncertainty of things?
No guarantees in life - I get that - but there can be
certainties with some things in your life.
You make plans to see friends, you catch up, share food,
drinks, stories and realise this is where you're supposed to be.
No guessing. No wondering. You know the outcome and you come
back for more every time.
There at some uncertainties you can't avoid.
Leaving the washing on the line, hoping it doesn't rain
while you're out.
Finding a carpark in a busy shopping centre.
Hoping your favourite pretzel will still be at the shop at
the end of the day.
The last treat at the office morning tea.
Catching the lift before the doors close.
Some of these things are just a tad bit exciting.
But the uncertainty of love and finding your person?
That's not always as exhilarating.
